Friday, December 28, 2012
The Deep Wound of Wounded Knee
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Expendible Lives
In both cases the essential elements are the same. Children are murdered in an act of unspeakable violence. In one case it is an outrage, there is lots of hand wringing and questions of, "How it could possibly happen here?" In the other it is acceptable, met with barely a shrug of the shoulders, or maybe, in an act of appeasement, a call for "restraint".
i would like to call on the next mass murderer in the United States to show a little restraint.
The only difference between the 2 incidents is the fantasies we wrap around them with our minds. When these fantasies don't align with the culture, we label it "mental illness".
But what do we call it when the culture itself is so diseased that immorality is the norm, when killing children is acceptable? This has been the culture of America for generations. The unspoken agreement is this: Certain children, in America and in the world, are simply not worthy of our concern or our care. They are expendable for an idea.
Banning guns will not cure this disease.
In this picture, M Basyouni stands above the hole where shrapnel entered the bedroom and decapitated his 8 year old son in his sleep. Gaza Nov 2012.
Friday, December 14, 2012
A Tear for Sandy Hook, None for Gaza
The president shed no tears.
The U.S. Department of Defense stated this week that it will now replenish all of the munitions used by Israel in its recent eight day siege on Gaza, which lead to the deaths of over 180 Palestinians and hundreds of injuries—a large portion being children. Congress is expected to approve the deal this week.
This should be considered as we mourn and listen to politicians and pundits in the coming hours, days, and weeks.
President Obama shed a tear today for the children of Sandy Hook.
i wonder if he has ever shed a tear for the children of Gaza, or Afghanistan, or Iraq, or Somalia, or Syria, or Libya, or Pakistan, or Yemen, or any of the myriad other places we have sold weapons to or bombed ourselves.
One day, maybe one day, we will see our contribution to the mass killings happening in this country with fresh eyes. Only then will our path turn from darkness to light. Only then can we consider peace.
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
Fares was the Generator
Friday, December 07, 2012
No Country Would Tolerate Missiles
2 nephews, Ahmed and Mohamed, were killed. (Yes, every Martyr, innocent civilian, and resistance fighter here has a name. Everyone killed here has family left behind who grieves for them. Everyone.)
Wednesday, December 05, 2012
The Message
Saturday, December 01, 2012
Tonight I am Confused
Youth look out at remains of a destroyed home in Jabalya Camp. |
Fares' father stands near the spot where his son was killed. |
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Gaza Under Ceasefire (*and the Siege Remains)
Wednesday, November 07, 2012
Sandy and Relief
Yesterday in Rockaway
i was reminded of the aftermath of Katrina, the Rodney King riots and Iraq,
Afghanistan, and particularly i was reminded of Gaza and the West Bank, where
the 'aftermath' never comes, where just a continuous, unending calamity unfolds
at the hands of America's 'democracy'.
Yesterday we drove past lines of hundreds of people waiting to vote. All that
was missing was the blue ink to dip their fingers in and to hold up to the
cameras with a smile.
Yesterday we baked food to bring to hungry people who have been ignored and
forgotten by our government. Mostly they are poor people, many elderly people,
many children. We did not see a presence of the Red Cross, where millions of
dollars have been deposited in the past week. And while we saw large numbers of
cops and military convoys on the streets, we did not see them going door to
door to help people who have been stranded without power for a week, many of
whom can't escape the confines of their dark, cold homes. (This is not to say
they are not doing great work somewhere, just in our little corner of
destruction they were not to be found.) One visiting nurse told us she has been
trying for a week to get help bringing 100 elderly wheel chair bound people
down dark stairwells in a 20 story complex. Finally, when it was just too
obvious that no help would arrive, the visiting nurse organized other nurses
and residents and they carried the people down themselves. Meanwhile hundreds
of ambulances and medic crews are sitting in a staging area waiting for orders.
They have traveled from many places to help, because that is what they do.
People have traveled from around the country to help. Can i hear a "good
job Brownie" please?
Yesterday i saw hundreds of ordinary citizens taking care of themselves and
their neighbors as best they can. i have seen this in all the mayhem over all
the years and disasters in the paragraph above. It is what keeps me alive in
this world filled with so much ugliness and neglect.
i hear Obama was reelected. 4 more years of the same old thing. Over the last
year of campaigning i have come to understand that Obama is proud of what he
has done and what he has done in my name as an American and for this i feel
ashamed. And i am scared of what will come.
Today snow, rain, and wind is coming. Many people in the Rockaways are in
desperate need of blankets. The same is so in Afghanistan where babies froze to
death in their mothers arms last winter.
There are natural weather events and there are disasters. We are living in a
time of great disaster worldwide which our government seems unable to heal and
plays a great part in perpetuating.
The most common negative comment i hear about my writing is, "What
happened to you? Why do you hate your country so much?" i can only say my
government continues to fail those who depend on it the most here and around
the world and this has always been so.
And i am wondering where i can find a couple of blankets.
Saturday, October 20, 2012
Furkan's Birthday
Keep Furkan in your memories today.
Sunday, October 07, 2012
Once Columbus
I love Columbus
Day. Each year I recall the simple song I learned as a child about the man who
“discovered” America. I still recall the innocent boy whose imagination was
taken by the story of adventure and discovery.
In fourteen
hundred and ninety two. Columbus sailed the ocean blue.
On Columbus Day, I
reflect on the facts of that fateful discovery. Hispaniola at the time of
Columbus’ arrival was home to as many as 300,000 people. On seeing the Arawak
people Columbus wrote in his journal,
"At daybreak great multitudes of men came to the shore, all young and of
fine shapes, and very handsome. Their eyes are large and very beautiful.” In
the same entry he wrote, “It appears to me, that the people are ingenious, and
would be good servants and I am of opinion that they would very readily become
Christians, as they appear to have no religion.” Columbus kidnapped up to 25
people, although only 7 or 8 survived the journey back to Spain. By 1496
it is estimated that one third of the population had been killed or taken as
slaves. In 1592 fewer than 200 Indigenous people remained. By 1555, none
survived.
I realize every
lie and distortion I hold of my country began in that classroom all those years
ago.
I love Columbus
Day. It reminds me that often, even the most God fearing individuals are the
most self-deluded. In the spring of 1493 Columbus wrote to a sponsor,
"They are artless and generous with what they have, to such a degree as no
one would believe but him who had seen it. Of anything they have, if it be
asked for, they never say no, but do rather invite the person to accept it, and
show as much lovingness as though they would give their hearts." Later in
the letter Columbus went on to say, "Their Highnesses may see that I shall
give them as much gold as they need.... and slaves as many as they shall order
to be shipped." Though he was aware of their generosity and selflessness,
rather than emulate them, he decided he would subjugate them. Columbus was the
first slave trader in the Americas.
Columbus Day
reminds me that my countries origin was based on violence, subjugation, racism
and genocide. As the native population was decimated, it was deemed necessary
to bring slaves from Africa to the “new world” for cheap, disposable labor.
Throughout the years when America was a slave republic, the wealthiest
Americans were those who owned the most human beings. But we should not forget
that slave owners spanned all classes. This, from America, the country founded
on the idea that all human beings have equal intrinsic worth, value, and
rights. The “land of the free, home of the brave,” indeed.
I love Columbus
Day. It reminds me that greed corrupts utterly. Columbus returned to Hispaniola
to colonize the island. By 1495 Columbus and his men were terrorizing the
indigenous people, demanding that they mine for gold and pay tribute to their
masters. Those who could not provide the quota faced dismemberment and were
sent back to their people as an example. There are first hand accounts of
soldiers hunting the Arawak for sport and feeding people to their dogs.
Columbus himself documented sexual slavery of young children during his reign
as “governor”.
Today in America,
one in every four African-American men is likely to be imprisoned. In the “War
on Drugs’ black and Latino men are arrested, prosecuted and imprisoned at
highly disproportionate rates than whites. Our prisons are privatized, for
profit, operations whose stocks are traded on the Wall St. Whether you are a
black man or woman in one of America’s prisons, or you are undocumented and
work under the blazing sun on American farms, you are paid pennies as others
enrich themselves off of your labor.
Foreclosures have separated millions of
black and brown Americans from their property. Of the nearly 10 million people
whose homes have been foreclosed 40% are black and Latino. The net worth in
communities of color has plunged to the lowest level on record. Black and brown
wealth has been transferred to America’s largest banks. This theft has gone
unchallenged as the banks have enriched themselves, received federal bailouts,
and now investment companies seek to rent out the homes to the very people they
have been stolen from. In 1868, the United States signed a treaty setting aside
the Black Hills "for the absolute and undisturbed use and occupancy of the
Sioux." Within years gold was discovered there, and after negotiations to
purchase the land broke down, the United States simply took it. In 1975 the
presiding judge of the United States Court of Claims, wrote, “A more ripe and
rank case of dishonorable dealing will never, in all probability, be found in
our history.” This “rank case of dishonorable dealing” did not result in a
return of that which was stolen. The Lakota Nation is currently raising 9
million dollars in order to buy back a small portion of sacred land in the
Black Hills.
I love Columbus
Day because the veneration of this man makes clear how George Bush a self
described “compassionate conservative” can torture people and have a library
built in his name. Barack Obama can win the Nobel Peace Prize as he authorizes
summary execution of people through drone warfare and authorizes indefinite
detention without trial of American citizens. Madeleine Albright, when
confronted with the deaths of up to 500,000 Iraqi children during sanctions can
declare, “We think the price is worth it.” She is now an author and a sought
after speaker on the lecture circuit where she describes her life as “devoted
to human rights.” This self-delusion
and ideas of grandeur poison us as we impose the same tough sanctions on Iran
and call for that nations people to be brought to their knees. Medicines
dwindle in Iranian hospitals and prices skyrocket due to hyperinflation, the
currency losing 15% of its value overnight. It is only a matter of time until
children starve.
We can look to
Afghanistan and Iraq to see our imperialist footprint spreading across the
globe. Afghanistan with its untapped mineral wealth estimated in the trillions
of dollars and Iraq with its vast oil fields, it’s people only considered
“collateral damage” if they are considered at all. Meanwhile, we formulate
agreements with the governments we impose that will allow our corporations to
steal the resources and keep the citizens in penury. The footprint is on the
neck of the people.
And what of
Palestine, and her people? It is America that provides the weapons, the cash,
and the cover in all Israel’s efforts to dispossess the Palestinian people of
their land and resources. An Israeli soldier once told me to go home and deal
with the dispossession of the indigenous people in America before I concerned
myself with the plight of the Palestinians. He was correct in considering the
parallels between genocide in America and ethnic cleansing in Palestine.
As countries
smolder and survivors live among the ruins, a generation lost to violence and
destruction, we congratulate ourselves on “winning”, and move on to the next
conflagration. Americans are lost as well. Lost in our deluded imagination of a
country that wishes peace in the world, we remain blind to the horrors of
“shock and awe”, drone attacks, night raids, and torture as our government sows
carnage in every direction. U.S. threats to attack Iran are part of a
century-old pattern of violence aimed at ensuring U.S. domination. “Freedom!”
we proclaim, “Democracy! How ungrateful these people are- can’t they see we
have liberated them? Why do they hate us? It can only be because we are free.”
We wave our flags, paint stars and stripes on our faces and chant “USA! USA!
USA!
Columbus Day is a
good day to reconsider who I am. I have been to Big Mountain, the Four Corners,
and Wounded Knee. I have heard the stories of relocation, theft, poverty, and
struggle. I have been to too many funerals in Marwahin, Jenin, Beit Lahiya and
Gaza. I have sat in the rubble in al-Amiriya,
in Qana, in Bint Jbeil, in Rafah, and in Kabul. I have cried with
refugee grandmothers whose families have been scattered like seeds on the wind.
I have cried with mothers whose children were torn to shreds under laser-guided
bombs and whose sons have died as foot soldiers in our wars of conquest. I have
cried with men who have dug the bodies of their wives and children from the
rubble of their homes. I am intimate with this fella Columbus and
I know too well that our national claim of freedom leaves me disgraced and
dishonored.
And the blood
flows.
Friday, September 21, 2012
International Peace Day from Kabul, Afghanistan